I'll be there when you call.

Whenever I fall at your feet, won't you let your tears rain down on me
Whenever I touch your slow turning pain
The finger of blame has turned upon itself and I'm more than willing to offer myself,
Do you want my prescence or need my help
Who knows where that might lead.

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I have nothing exciting to post. I'm bored with life. All I do is listen to sad music that my mum likes. I feel like I need a good cry, but there is nothing to cry about- apart from the fact that I'm lost and exhausted and letdown, mainly at how 'life' has become so tedious.
I'm used to being letdown by events, people even. But when my expectations of something are high, it's rare. Fuck you, life.

PS. This isn't your fault. You know me better than I do.

Inbetween this and that.

Everything is easy when I'm not 100% there. When I thought everything would be alright after HSC, I was wrong. Some nights I just want to lose myself, but I fear waking up in the morning to something that's not there.

Don't leave me with the scary people, please.

If I was a rich girl..

If only I had pennies to spare..

The things I would do for any of those shoes.. Particularly unspeakable things for the Alexander McQueen skull heels above...

Lady, you don't know shit about shit.

Inspiration is lacking. I don't know what to with myself, I need to get back on track. Too much of something is not good for beings. I'm watching too many dvds and reading too many books, I should be out there.

Edie: I went to a party once, and there was a palm reader there and when she looked at my hand, she just froze. And I said to her "I know. My lifeline is broken. I know I wont live past thirty."

We are Edie and Bob. So in love, so frustrated with one another, so perfectly fitting. But I don't want us to fail.

"They serve like a mockery in way of reality because they think everything is smiles and sweetness and flowers, when there is something bitter to taste. And to pretend there isn't is foolish."

I hate when people pretend everything is going to be okay.