Out of my hands.

I'm studying for HSC, but for some reason, the panic hasn't hit yet. Instead I'm here questioning everything I'm doing right now. I feel like I've been here before. I'm feeling empty; I need everyone to fill me up, to keep me from thinking too hard. Study is just part of a routine, so is hanging out with people. And then when I stop, times like now- sitting in bed, listening to my ipod; I feel so nostalgic for what we all used to be. Shit's changing now, I can't control it, and I hate it.

I'm drifting further away.